Foto ini,, maklum yaakk,, heheee.. This is my first class in senior high school.. with my best friend,, and that day was a great day.. Miss them so much...
 Hahaha,, the next one is.. yapp.. I'm in the second class.. Me and my friends was in a group that called.......... ummmm,, sorry,, i didnt remembered that.. something like 'nasakom' or 'naskom' or may be... i dont know.. its just the great team from my school.. and in the middle of us, he was our teacher who taught us everything about astronomy.. thanks for our sunbae... :) yeahh,, this is something like astronomy olympiade from SMAN4 BERAU.. My beloved school..
 The last year.. This moment was,, unforgetabble moment with them. I remembered this day.. yeahhh,, that was wonderfull.. Taking a picture,, the last picture of us together.. Miss them so much....
 Hahaha,, the last.. The narcism was infected all of us.. This is the moment when we cant do anything because we didint have anything to do with.. So,, just take a picture again with smile....... :))
Miss you so much guys...
The last chemistry class.. Mr. Ahmadong sitting there.. hmmm,, its like we didnt have teacher there.. but,, the truth is,, he's there.. our beloved teacher was there.. he was at the sixth chair from the left and fifth chair from the right side..
 Well,, lunch time.. and its time to bullying me.. haha,, its not like that.. they were always disturbing me with all of the jokes of them.. I really miss them.. They made my day.. All of us was laughing and laughing.. The last year we were laughing together.... :D
I hope this isn't the last.. T__T
 Yeahhh,, this is us,, taking picture again and again.. In the middle of class rolling.. miss them... <3
Yeahh,, another wonderfull day with big smiles and a lot of photographs... :))
Miss them so much,,
hahaha,, another day to remembered.. Hmmm,, i dont when this picture were taking.. But,, its really nice.. I miss them so much... :)
Yeahhh,, our last drama.. I loved doing another theather with them. They made a wonderfull stories, wonderful performance, and always make a wonderful time to excercising together.. Together we made it.. :)
And,, this is me.. Acting as a fairy.. But, disturbing fairy not helping... hahaha...
This is H-1 before our performance.. We prepare all the stuff and always nircism detected...
 And this is,, we were eat together in the day of my friends birhtday.. Its like birthday party with our own way.... :) Thanks to Riana my friend... Thanks for all of the food.. I remembered,, that was great cook... :)
 And they were my classmates. My Crazy classmates.. I dont have an idea about them.. All i know was,, they were C. R. A. Z. Y.... Hahahahaa.. But,, i miss them so much..
 Fasting months was coming..... and this was another moment,, eating together with big smiles..
 Another fasting months memories.....
 and this is the first actually,, the first fasting months memories..
 this is the first and the last we were together in Idul Adha Day.... Made some meatball with,, i dont have an idea how was the meatball looked like.. I thought it was delicious.. no matter it looked like.. hahhaa...
*waduh,, gak tau deh.. englishnya berantakan...
 And the last time,, yeah,, our farewell party.. its not like a party i guess.. more like a ceremony.. Yeah, we can call it farewell ceremony... hiks hiks hiks...
 And the last photographs with our TI teacher. He's smart,, but annoying when he gave us a task to do... But i realize that,, all of the task,, all of the suffering that he gave was an excercise for us to face the college degree..
And they are my best friends.. We were friends from the elementary school and much closer when junior high school and finally,, we were separated in different city, different place, different people, different situation... And over all.. I miss them so much..

Thats all,, Finally,, thanks for reading...
Sorry,, my english was sucks.. then.. See you at the next post.. :)

"Only Hope"

[Written by Switchfoot]

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Thanks to http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/mandymoore/onlyhope.html

Fifteen lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/fifteen-lyrics.html ]
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Love Story lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/love-story-lyrics.html )
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/teardrops-on-my-guitar-lyrics.html ]
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

thanks to http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/teardrops-on-my-guitar-lyrics.html

well,, lets get started with my title..

An Infinity Time

An Infinity Time atau dalam bahasa indonesia kita sebut sebagai waktu yang tak terhingga. Pasti kalian bertanya-tanya kan kenapa aku memilih judul ini sebagai judul blogku...??

Aku memilih judul ini karna ini adalah harapanku. Aku berharap aku memiliki waktu yang tak ada batasnya.. Waktu yang ku kendalikan dengan tanganku sendiri. Bukan aku yang dikendalikan dengan waktu. Selama ini aku terlalu tunduk dan patuh terhadap waktu. Aku sangat menghargai waktu, karna begitu aku mengacuhkan waktu, maka aku akan tertinggal jauh dibelakang bersama waktu-waktu yang lain.

Tetapi, aku fikir.. alangkah enaknya ketika kita memiliki waktu.... Ketika waktu benar-benar berada di tangan kita seperti kita dapat mengatur detakan jarum jam sesuai dengan keinginan kita..

Aku terlalu kehilangan banyak waktu.. Untuk sekarang ini, rasanya 24 jam gak cukup buat bumi berotasi..

Aku sangat berharap bumi dapat berotasi lebih lambat dari biasanya dan mulai menambah waktuku step by step.. Aku sangat berharap agar waktu berjalan lebih lambat.. 

Hi,,, this is my second blog..  i have no idea what i supposed to write....
So...........
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