Foto ini,, maklum yaakk,, heheee.. This is my first class in senior high school.. with my best friend,, and that day was a great day.. Miss them so much...
 Hahaha,, the next one is.. yapp.. I'm in the second class.. Me and my friends was in a group that called.......... ummmm,, sorry,, i didnt remembered that.. something like 'nasakom' or 'naskom' or may be... i dont know.. its just the great team from my school.. and in the middle of us, he was our teacher who taught us everything about astronomy.. thanks for our sunbae... :) yeahh,, this is something like astronomy olympiade from SMAN4 BERAU.. My beloved school..
 The last year.. This moment was,, unforgetabble moment with them. I remembered this day.. yeahhh,, that was wonderfull.. Taking a picture,, the last picture of us together.. Miss them so much....
 Hahaha,, the last.. The narcism was infected all of us.. This is the moment when we cant do anything because we didint have anything to do with.. So,, just take a picture again with smile....... :))
Miss you so much guys...
The last chemistry class.. Mr. Ahmadong sitting there.. hmmm,, its like we didnt have teacher there.. but,, the truth is,, he's there.. our beloved teacher was there.. he was at the sixth chair from the left and fifth chair from the right side..
 Well,, lunch time.. and its time to bullying me.. haha,, its not like that.. they were always disturbing me with all of the jokes of them.. I really miss them.. They made my day.. All of us was laughing and laughing.. The last year we were laughing together.... :D
I hope this isn't the last.. T__T
 Yeahhh,, this is us,, taking picture again and again.. In the middle of class rolling.. miss them... <3
Yeahh,, another wonderfull day with big smiles and a lot of photographs... :))
Miss them so much,,
hahaha,, another day to remembered.. Hmmm,, i dont when this picture were taking.. But,, its really nice.. I miss them so much... :)
Yeahhh,, our last drama.. I loved doing another theather with them. They made a wonderfull stories, wonderful performance, and always make a wonderful time to excercising together.. Together we made it.. :)
And,, this is me.. Acting as a fairy.. But, disturbing fairy not helping... hahaha...
This is H-1 before our performance.. We prepare all the stuff and always nircism detected...
 And this is,, we were eat together in the day of my friends birhtday.. Its like birthday party with our own way.... :) Thanks to Riana my friend... Thanks for all of the food.. I remembered,, that was great cook... :)
 And they were my classmates. My Crazy classmates.. I dont have an idea about them.. All i know was,, they were C. R. A. Z. Y.... Hahahahaa.. But,, i miss them so much..
 Fasting months was coming..... and this was another moment,, eating together with big smiles..
 Another fasting months memories.....
 and this is the first actually,, the first fasting months memories..
 this is the first and the last we were together in Idul Adha Day.... Made some meatball with,, i dont have an idea how was the meatball looked like.. I thought it was delicious.. no matter it looked like.. hahhaa...
*waduh,, gak tau deh.. englishnya berantakan...
 And the last time,, yeah,, our farewell party.. its not like a party i guess.. more like a ceremony.. Yeah, we can call it farewell ceremony... hiks hiks hiks...
 And the last photographs with our TI teacher. He's smart,, but annoying when he gave us a task to do... But i realize that,, all of the task,, all of the suffering that he gave was an excercise for us to face the college degree..
And they are my best friends.. We were friends from the elementary school and much closer when junior high school and finally,, we were separated in different city, different place, different people, different situation... And over all.. I miss them so much..

Thats all,, Finally,, thanks for reading...
Sorry,, my english was sucks.. then.. See you at the next post.. :)

"Only Hope"

[Written by Switchfoot]

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Thanks to http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/mandymoore/onlyhope.html

Fifteen lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/fifteen-lyrics.html ]
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors